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Friday, June 20th, 2003
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8:26 pm - I think I have the most interesting shopping list in the world...
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And the toy store was out of sidewalk chalk, so I'm going to have to do without. Why do people buy that stuff, anyway? And what would possess them to buy up the entire stock? Ah, well...
Things have been busier than usual. That's why you haven't heard from any of us. Professionals like us are far more focused on our work. We don't waste time whining about our personal lives when we have actual work to do. We save that for the downtime when we're more busy hating each other.
The upside of this whole thing is that I get to stay in Japan alone for a while while my esteemed co-workers take care of business here and there. The downside is that I have to do the work of four people by myself until they get back.
If I get into college, it truly will be a miracle.@
current mood:  busy
current music: Aosusuki - Horie Yui
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| Tuesday, May 27th, 2003
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8:10 pm - Boy, but you are lonely/Dance with nobody/Run away, child, to your hiding place
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You're Tsukasa!
Life has pretty much kicked you in the ass.
Nothing has gone right for you, so you think
that nothing ever will. You want to be
surrounded by friends and family, but you're so
untrusting of humanity that you won't let
anyone close. You play games as a way to
forget, just for a while, how things really
are.
Which .hack//Sign Character are You?
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It's a sad truth that I always get this result. Even sadder is the fact that it's accurate every time. Lost in my way, deep in an awesome story, I can only hope that, somewhere, there's an angel with fake wings who'll put out a gentle hand and lead me away from all of this.
current mood:  exanimate
current music: In the Land of Twilight, Under the Moon - Emily Bindinger
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| Friday, May 23rd, 2003
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8:39 pm - T_T
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Looks like work is taking us out of the country again.
Can't I just stay here? I've missed enough school because of work already, and if I keep missing school, how exactly am I going to get into a good college? I don't intend on being a hobo when I grow up. Nor do I intend to work with you two for the rest of my life. And if I don't get into a good college, those are basically my choices.
You don't even think about this sort of thing do you? I'm just the cranky little bitch who makes you get off the Internet so he can do his job and then locks himself in his room and plays J-pop at earsplitting volumes. You don't even stop to think that I have a life of my own.
Damn you.
current mood:  frustrated
current music: Blackbird - Matsumoto Rika
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| Friday, May 2nd, 2003
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3:15 pm - *crash*
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Got that cell phone I was talking about. I swear, this thing has so many bells and whistles...I won't be surprised if I could change the channels on the TV with it or perhaps shoot lasers at my foes.
I love Japan. Love it.
Also bought new clothes, as I think I've actually grown a little. Thank God.
But now I don't get to play as much, because I have work to do. Too much work, considering I missed the beginning of the new term. Luckily, I managed a suitable excuse. It's going to be hell to catch up, though. *sigh* If you need me for actual WORK work (wark wark), you'll have to wait until I'm done my homework.
current mood:  drained
current music: Ki ni Naru Aitsu - Kumai Motoko, Aoi Kioku - Shinohara Emi
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| Wednesday, April 30th, 2003
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4:02 pm - Thought it might be good to know...
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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test
Apparently, I'm 'cruel, vindictive, and hateful.'
Heh. I like the sound of that.
Well, now that I know where I'm going eventually, I'm off to the mall. I need new CDs. And maybe some new clothes. And maybe a new cell phone.
Time for a shopping spree! Hurrah!
current mood:  cheerful
current music: Furuete Kudasai - Tanaka Atsuko
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| Monday, April 28th, 2003
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3:07 pm - HOOOME!
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I will be OUT AND ABOUT tonight! If I'm needed for work, just call me or something, because I'm NOT LOCKING MYSELF IN MY ROOM! I think I'll eat dinner out...go to a movie...maybe hang out in the arcade for a while...buy some new CDs...
Life is good! And watching my housemates suffer is only making it better! Ah, bliss!
current mood:  giddy
current music: Unmei no Route - Ogata Megumi
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| Friday, April 25th, 2003
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1:24 pm - Ah, bliss....
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O_O I'm packed. When do we leave? I need to know this, because I'm sitting in the hallway in front of my room with all my stuff. I need to know when I need to go back into my room and unplug all important power cords.
We are leaving NOW, right? Even if were not, I'm not going back in there. I'll sleep out here if I have to.
For now, I'll just annoy all of you with my preparedness and listen to random Chobits image songs until you ship me back to Japan ahead of you all. Put me in the baggage compartment. I don't care.
current mood:  ecstatic
current music: Kioku no Tobira - Inoue Kikuko
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| Tuesday, April 1st, 2003
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4:59 pm - Lyrics, and Appropriate Ones
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Even though the vocal reminds me eerily of Crawford...
~Kami yo, Rekishi Kaete Kure~
Umareta koto o naze nikumu no ka?
Onaji hoshi de ikiteru no ni
Yasashisa nante kono yo ni wa nai
Sadame inochi tsukiru made to
Kami yo rekishi kaete kure
Mou ichido yarinaoseta nara
Kami nado iranu honno chiisa na
Ai ga areba sore de ii
Dare o nikumu wake ja nai
Kanashimi no sute basho o sagashi
Kami yo rekishi kaete kure
Konna omoi watashi dake de ii
~God, Please Change History~
Why do they hate me for being born?
Even though we live on the same planet
There's no kindness in this world
It's fate until life ends
God please change history
If I could do it over again
I wouldn't need any god it would be alright if
I had just a little love
There's no reason to hate anymore
Searching for a dumping place for sorrow
God please change history
It's alright if it's just me with these feelings
If, for some reason, you want to hear the song, you can try to download it. It won't be easy, though. It's Nakago's image song from the Fushigi Yuugi CD dramas.
Yes, I have strange music. I do random searches based on my moods.
current mood:  pensive
current music: Kami yo, Rekishi Kaete Kure - Okiayu Ryoutarou
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| Friday, March 28th, 2003
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8:19 pm - No News is....well, no. No news sucks.
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Nothing new. Same old same old.
Work work and more work.
And as much as I hate to say this....ah....
O Substitutes for Parental Units, you DO realize that I'm supposed to be enrolled in school, don't you? I don't know if there are truancy laws here, but if there are, I'm screwed. That's a major reason WHY I can't go anywhere.
Not that I speak English anyway, but, you know, legal crap is legal crap.
current mood:  blah
current music: Sha La La - Scudelia Electro
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| Tuesday, March 25th, 2003
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8:15 pm - Reruns of the Nagi Show
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Have I mentioned lately that I want to go home?
Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home. Want to go home.
I hate this country. I hate being here. I hate being bored out of my mind with nothing to do.
And don't tell me that I can just go out and do whatever I want. I can't. I can barely order takeout over the phone. The language is completely escaping me. I can't read it. I can't speak it. I can't understand almost any of it. And people here are too damn arrogant to deal with that. If I don't understand someone, they just yell at me, as if the increased volume will make me get the point. Well, I don't. I want to go back where people speak an actual civilized language that actually sounds PLEASANT to listen to.
current mood: listless
current music: Asu e no Door o Tatake - Ishino Ryuuzou
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| Monday, March 24th, 2003
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9:45 pm - Hitotsu ni narou/Futatsu no juujika ga/Kasanaru you ni/Futari no subete
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I don't really have anything to say. I just loaded the page to look at my Friends list. Didn't really find what I was looking for. Just the same old same old.
Everything is the same old same old around here, job or not. It's not like I actually get to go out and do anything. Just sitting here at the computer, as usual.
I've had this song on repeat for a really long time...
current mood:  lonely
current music: Cross My Heart - Day-break
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| Thursday, March 20th, 2003
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7:29 pm - "Is everyone in your family an assassin?"
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You're Killua!
Which Hunter x Hunter Character Are You?
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And there's the rest of it. The talented child with no choice but to become an assassin. This is really what I expected from the other test. I can see a lot of myself in Killua as well. It's so easy to forget his true nature as things progress and he's put in situations where he doesn't have to kill. He's a smart-ass and definitely acts far older than he actually is. But he's a kid, and that shows, especially around Gon. Gon tends to bring out the best in him, and he seems pretty human in the later story arcs.
But not in the earlier ones. This is a boy who can tear a man's heart out in the blink of an eye and not even blink himself. This is a boy who probably killed before he could walk.
It's easy to forget. And it's something you want to forget.
current mood:  contemplative
current music: Mashou no Tenshi - Mitsuhashi Kanako
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7:16 pm - Die, Eyeball Stealing Bastards!
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Well, now I don't feel so bad about my frivolous, pointless quiz posts.
If Schuldich can devote an entire entry to his hair and general personal hygeine, I figure I can pretty much do whatever I want with this thing. So...
KURAPIKA
Beautiful, intelligent, talented, you're everything
other people want to be. But you're a bit
cynical, thus, making you overlook these gifts
because there are things about yourself that
you don't like. Chances are, you are a
frustrated perfectionist and you find it
difficult to let go of past mistakes. You are
lonely, and it's hard for you to trust other
people, and would even opt to pushing them away
just so you wouldn't get yourself hurt.
What Hunter X Hunter Character Are You?
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Hmn. I never thought of him like that. I suppose we are a bit alike.
I suppose when life is cruel to you, you have only a few choices of how to react. He wants to have revenge on a specific group of people and I suppose I'd like revenge against the world as a whole. But it strikes me that, if he ever gets his revenge (mind you, I've only read so much of the manga during long tedious sessions of waiting here and there), it won't satisfy anything for him. He's been so focused on it that there will be nothing in his life left when he's gotten what he wants. I try to make sure that won't happen to me. When I feel I've gotten what I want out of this lifestyle, I plan on having something to switch to, another way of living that's better than what I've had to put up with for the sake of revenge.
I suppose this wasn't so frivolous, after all.
current mood: thoughtful
current music: Inori - Kaida Yuki
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| Wednesday, March 19th, 2003
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3:50 pm - More Frivolous Online Quizzes
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| Tuesday, March 18th, 2003
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4:31 pm - Tsuyokereba iki...yowakereba shinu...
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I've been watching the Kyoto Arc of Kenshin. Found another anime character I relate with. But that's neither here nor there.
Things have quieted down a bit. I think I can talk again without having someone bite my head off. (Argh. Shouldn't have said that. Shishio...Kenshin...shoulder...argh...) So I'm writing again. Not that I have much to say. Most of what I've been doing with my time is business or not worth talking about, so I don't really know what to say.
I'm just writing because there might be someone out there who actually wants to know what I do with my time.
*sigh* I wonder when the money is going to start rolling in again. Not that I'll be able to buy what I really want. I can barely get across my order at a fast food restaurant. And I can't buy things online, because of the restriction on online shopping that's hung over our heads since Schuldich bought that.....whatever it was...off E-bay and used our food budget to do so.
So nothing has really changed here. Nothing at all.
I want to go home.
current mood:  hot
current music: Journey - Hidaka Noriko
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| Friday, March 14th, 2003
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6:52 pm - *hums tunelessly*
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I have so much to say.
And yet I'm not allowed to.
So I'll take online quizzes and post the results.
So there.
You're Misunderstood. This category includes
Vincent, Auron, and Seifer. You look different
from your peers, you don't talk much, or you
put up a tough guy facade to hide your inner
insecurities. This leads people to make
assumptions about you that might not be true.
Which Final Fantasy Stereotype Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
Hmn. Indeed.
current mood: bored
current music: Innocence - Hidaka Noriko
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| Thursday, March 13th, 2003
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8:19 pm
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I'd make an entry, but apparently, I'm not allowed to talk anymore.
So Amelia-chan will sing for you all. Loudly.
current mood:  restless
current music: Stand Up! - Suzuki Masami
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| Wednesday, March 12th, 2003
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7:24 pm
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Deluded people amuse me.
Perhaps it's the clear, cynical vision of a teenager, I don't know, but I certainly seem to be seeing a whole lot more in people than they do in themselves.
And I'm sure Schuldich thinks what he says makes me angry or perhaps even makes me think about what I've said.
It makes me laugh. I'm laughing now.
Maybe life has made me a cynic. A smart-ass. Or that's just how I am.
But the truth is, I've been through a hell of a lot. I've seen more of this world and its people in 15 years than most people will in their lifetimes.
I've been a killer that whole time, whether I intended to be or not.
And I'll continue to be one.
Yes, I do have a softer side. I see the innocents in this world and I don't want them swept up in it. I tried to reclaim that innocence for myself once.
I learned that that's impossible for me.
So I won't be innocent. I won't deny what I am.
And that's the way to but it. 'I am.' I'm not 'becoming' anything.
'Becoming an emotionless assassin.' Well, if that's what you're 'becoming,' maybe you should quit, old man. This is a business where you have to have emotion. You have to feel emotion ever more strongly than normal people. You have to look at them from outside and love them and hate them strongly. If you don't you're just a killing machine.
That's the core of it. You have to take up a position from the outside and look in. I've been an outsider all my life and I know that's what I'll always be. I've decided to embrace that.
And I'm getting tired of listening to self-righteous crap.
current mood:  indescribable
current music: Liberi Fatali - Uematsu Nobuo
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6:21 pm - Buuunbuuuuunbuuuuuun.....
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To steal one of Schuldich's lines. Which he apparently doesn't need anymore. Far too busy doing love-love couple things with Crawford.
And he really is starting to sound like an annoying buzzing bug of some sort. Buuunbuuunestsetbuuuuunbuuuunbraddylumpkinsbuuuuuunshutupbratbuuuuuunbuuuuun....
So Estset is in LA. Big deal. Estset is everywhere. What do you think they're going to do? Kill us for messing up their summoning? All the witnesses to that are either dead or living in a Winnebago and selling flowers. No, I don't need to be a telepath to know what you're afraid of.
You've gotten soft, both of you. Too wrapped up in each other. I bet you even made plans to move to a nice gated community in Florida, buy a little dog to treat like a child, and work in your herb garden all day or something stupid like that.
Not so with me. Yes, I don't approve of some of the things I have to do. Yes, I think I'd like a change of employer. But I don't want to change my job.
I bet that shocks you. All of you.
This is what I do. This is what I've always done. It's the only life I've known, and it's not been a bad one for me. Maybe I'm Estset's spoiled child. Maybe I'm brainwashed and deluded. Maybe not.
Keep an eye on me. You never know what I may do.
current mood:  hopeful
current music: Taikoubou wa Koko ni Ari! - Yuuki Hiro and Masakawa Youichi
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| Tuesday, March 11th, 2003
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8:33 pm - Aaaaaall Right!
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you are Clef and you love animals and traquility.
taking walks. you are the most magical being in
cephrio. you are 754 years old but look like
child!
which magic knight rayearth character are you? (new and improved!)
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Hmmmm....I feel the urge to sing 'Goran, Taiyou da yo.' And get a big stick that's twice my height. And beat the crap out of people with it.
current mood:  mischievous
current music: Taiyou Yori Atsui Kimochi - Shiina Hekiru
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